Dear YOU!,


Hey YOU,

You know I’ve always loved and admired you for the very things you do and for who and what you are. 

It’s always been my wish and desire that we meet at the very top where we’ll raise our glasses up and hit it together to celebrate our journey of life and fulfillment. 

But there’s this thing that scares me. RELAX! 

It’s about me and not you. 

That, I may see this very success unfold and never get intimidated or jealous. 

I do not wish this! 

So be calm.


I’m only human! And like everyone else, I can become that devil you pray away, with a snap of a finger. We ain’t there yet, but I can foretell the beauty of what lies ahead. 

My carnal and thoughtful self will consciously be rooting for your greatness. 


But there’s this devil in me. I can’t tell its hiding place but it works with my subconscious and unconscious self, then eventually rides over my sense and ability of reasoning. 

NO! 

I do not sit to orchestrate but it starts first, 

With strife and envy. I then feed it to hate and finally round it up with malice, back stabbing and backbiting. 

I would never be proud to see me do these, so I  went into the future to come out with these possibilities to help me stumble on them when they start pulling out their necks on your way to destiny. 

I’m being this careful because I want to do a forever with you. 

Meet you at the top and hug you so tight with joy, peace, pride and fulfillment, knowing that, 

I kicked all the devils in me to make it with you to the top. 

It’s rare, and barely happens. But usually happens. So it’s highly possible. 

Kindly and gently remind me of my little demons when they start pulling out their necks, to deal with them before they transition to mighty devils. 

A forever with you is my desire so I went into tomorrow to pull out the possible devils. 

Thanks for choosing me, and I’m glad for having you. 

Your Girl

Signed

Maakaa

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